...c.h.o. ....

That happiness is to be together with the person you love
Lots of times are rough or painful when you're together
But it's much tougher to not be together at all

Something happened to me in the past that was really tough
It still makes my heart ache
Something very, very tough
The pain, the difficulty in staying after losing something so dear

But I'm looking, for someone that will love me because I am me
The person just for me and I found him

But that was the beginning of something even more painful
It is painful to be next to him,  though I could not do anything
It is painful to see him go through pain

That is why I stopped being in front of him and dissapeared
I dissapeared because I love him
And yet
it's even more painful being unable to see him
It's much, much more painful not beeing able to meet him

I parted because I love him
Because that meant happiness for him
My happiness is right here
My happiness exists only inside him
Even it's painful, even if it makes my heart ache
Even then, I want to be with him

I found it My happiness

Once I wrote...

Ah, pretending to be happy is but a sad distraction.  I rush to give you my silent warning, a gentle squeeze of your hand.

As I glance at the path I've walked, I've endured...companion less,

My face is overwhelmed with a familiar aroma and the dust keeps filling up

I collapse outside of town, landing softly
My leg weary of their endless journey
And fleeting memories run through my head
I see the same profile, hear the same words over and over

Like the girl who asked me_
  "isn't life so sad when all you do is live?"

You're still careless, yound and helpless
Dissapearing into a hollow void
Now, having witnessed sadness you should never seen,
Crying tears that should have remained dry,
We may not be tough enough to live on truth alone
but you know, we don't need to be....

Esok masih ada

Bler sedih menyelubungi diri..hilang semangat utk berjuang...hilang daya utk melangkah...

Apa tidak ade lg ke sinar esok?..biler byg2 smalam nk hilang? Btol ke dunia xde erti?

Mungkin sebenarnye kite lupe? Atau diri ini leka? Atau mungkin tidak?

Semangat kite utk mlgkh
Ingat kite punya matlamat
lupe kite ttg sedih...